No stranger to the world outside of our own I've been quite intrigued with
the subject of Ascension Symptom. The message that I am a healer has come
to me loud and clear these last few years. I've ignored it for most of my twenties
for various reasons, one main one being I didn't believe it, "Me a healer? Really?".
But a shift occurred about three years ago. I started to entertain the idea and realize
that I didn't have books on Chakras, Reiki, Gemstone healing and Herbalism for
the heck of it. Naughty me, letting the clouds and darkness of my past cloud my vision
and ability to see myself as a powerful being that CAN help others. I knew
I was a survivor, most people who grow up the way I did become not so productive
members of society. But I made it out, I went to College, can speak two languages
and working on a third, learned numerous skills and fine tuned my talents.
With this new confidence in my ability I became curious of the path of a healer.
I wondered, just how many great healers had awful childhoods?
I work with the goddess Kali on a regular basis and at least once a year with Papa Legba.
Intense yes, but it makes complete sense that I walk with them throughout this life.
If I could compare my life to a tarot card it would be the Tower. But now I feel I've
finally risen, the Phoenix, the practicing medicine woman. Now I stand at the beginning,
I am the Fool card and starting a wondrous journey. My sack over my shoulder
filled with a deck of tarot cards, a stick of sage, a journal and some must have gemstones.
I've been receiving some amazing messages through the cards and normal day to day
conversation. Last week I said hello to a friend of mine and he said, "You have a voice,
something to share. Have you ever thought about performing? Being on stage?
I can see that. Open your throat chakra." In that moment I was flooded with memories
of myself at 6 years old dancing and singing in front of the mirror. Performing my little
heart out, even doing costume changes! Where did that fire go? How did I become 27
with a crippling stage fright? How is writing my first love, it comes out of me like breathing
air but I've been too shy to share it until now? Don't get me wrong I'm still shy, a little afraid,
wondering if my audience is out there. I know now I MUST say, do, speak, write and
perform what I feel and know. I've got the fire burning under my feet and now I'm growing
the confidence to do it. I guess having all those planets in Scorpio is helping me out now.
Feeling empowered after my friends words I started wearing Larimar and Chrysocolla for
my throat chakra. A huge fan of Flower Essences I also started taking FES Trumpet Vine.
Withing days I was hit with an awful cold, I could barely get out of bed. I knew I dressed
properly all week, I didn't let the sun light fool me and wore a scarf, what could have
made me sick? Then I head the term Ascension Syndrome and it all fell into place.
I already feel the powerful shift that we are in on this planet I've been extra careful not to
pick up any astral nasties or energy cords. But by doing this work on my Throat chakra
I'm opening a huge door, one that may lead to many things. Maybe I'm well on the road now,
by opening and clearing my throat chakra, to where I'm supposed to be. Maybe this is the staircase
leading to my life as a gypsy performer who practices crystal healing and reiki on the side.
The possibilities are endless!
This is not my first encounter with Ascension symptoms, I've had them since last year.
But this time around my sleeping patterns have been greatly affected. On the plus side
I seem to catch all the double numbers when I look at the time, especially 11:11. I've also
been a bit of a Hermit because the vibration of most places just makes me nauseous. I've
always felt like a visitor on earth, often joking that I am "an alien on assignment."
I'm sure being a Leap year Pisces and lunar Aquarian doesn't help much either.
I'm excited to be one of the "aware" during this wondrous time even if it means
getting "energy" sick. And I'll do a dance of joy as soon as this Ascension cold goes away.
Truly yours,
Anais
